{"id":983,"date":"2014-04-18T00:32:40","date_gmt":"2014-04-18T00:32:40","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/scarletjinn.com\/?p=983"},"modified":"2015-03-23T03:06:51","modified_gmt":"2015-03-23T03:06:51","slug":"musicians-vibrations-and-roses","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/scarletjinn.com\/?p=983","title":{"rendered":"Musicians, Vibrations, and Roses"},"content":{"rendered":"<p><a href=\"http:\/\/scarletjinn.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2015\/03\/yinyangtree.jpg\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" src=\"http:\/\/scarletjinn.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2015\/03\/yinyangtree-241x300.jpg\" alt=\"yinyangtree\" width=\"241\" height=\"300\" class=\"alignleft size-medium wp-image-984\" srcset=\"https:\/\/scarletjinn.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2015\/03\/yinyangtree-241x300.jpg 241w, https:\/\/scarletjinn.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2015\/03\/yinyangtree.jpg 257w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 241px) 100vw, 241px\" \/><\/a><\/p>\n<p>Those of you who know me are aware that I&#8217;m always ready to see the best in my fellow humans.    This experience of being human can be hard, and people get wounded along the way.  We&#8217;re all a mixed bag of delightful and dysfunctional.  Its part of what makes us each unique &#8211; our individual paths leave imprints: the same childhood situation can make one person whimsical and another depressed.  That quote is really true:It&#8217;s not what happens to us as much as it is <em>how we react<\/em> to what happens to us.<\/p>\n<p>So, of course, we&#8217;re all unique.  As for me, I love the creative process, and what I really want is to create together with others who are on somewhat similar vibration. <em>There&#8217;s nothing like the sense of oneness and flow and magick when playing with others in a similar energy!<\/em>  And there&#8217;s nothing more draining than doing music without that similar vibe.<!--more--><\/p>\n<p>And when it comes to intimate relationships, including the intimacy of playing music together, I&#8217;ve finally realized that overlooking dysfunction and excusing people&#8217;s unwillingness to address their issues is counterproductive.  You can love and appreciate people without letting them into your personal space.  Sort of like <em>&#8220;Hmm, I wouldn&#8217;t deny that experience to the Universal mind, but I don&#8217;t choose to be part of it.&#8221;<\/em><\/p>\n<p>That means if a musician is wrapped up and trapped in ego, or can&#8217;t get beyond drama, or is attached to negativity, anger, or addiction, I&#8217;m just not wanting to be so close anymore.  I mean, these are issues I deal with when I counsel people &#8211; the huge and wonderful difference is that people wanting counseling are ready to let themselves evolve.  But for those who choose to wallow, I&#8217;m taking a step back.<\/p>\n<p> Sooo, that being said, Psychanaut will, at least for the time being, be much more fluid a project.  I still dream of a band of conscious creatives and a level of understanding that comes when that happens.  It&#8217;s awesome.  And I <em>don&#8217;t<\/em> choose to be wedded to people without vision, nor do I really want to be very close to those who are not at least minimally self-aware.  So we&#8217;ll probably play with a revolving cast of musicians, sometimes more, sometimes less, rather than having set players. There&#8217;s no reason we have to follow any rigid rules. We may not release any recordings or play live very much for awhile, or we may do it in spurts&#8230; I&#8217;m wanting to throw all expectations out the window for now.   That was the life lesson I got from Big Love. Always follow your heart, and don&#8217;t settle for less.  And I&#8217;m embracing the freedom.<\/p>\n<p>Here&#8217;s to creative freedom, enjoying life, and smelling the preverbial roses.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Those of you who know me are aware that I&#8217;m always ready to see the best in my fellow humans. This experience of being human can be hard, and people get wounded along the way. We&#8217;re all a mixed bag of delightful and dysfunctional. 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